2017 & 2018

Hello everyone,

i hope its not too late to wish Happy New Year!

Honestly, I am now in the middle of my final examination but i decided to take a  break. Yesterday was my first programming examination paper in my life!!!! so i am now a self-proclaim code blooded  :') but that paper was reallyyy a tough one. sigh~~

Before i share my 2018 so-called new year resolution, i would like to highlights a few points that relates to my life last year that thought me to be a lil bit wiser.

1) All the hustles and sacrifices will worth it.

No matter how eternal your love is towards something, it wont bring any happiness if you did not willing to sacrifices the duniawi needs for the sake of our God. Know your true life goals. What is the point of living if we devote ourself to something that aren't helping us in the Hereafter. 

" But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not."

2) Ignore any negative people that are trying to ruin your happiness.

There will always people around you that is trying to ruin your life. There will always people trying to talk bad about your past. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMEONE WHO TALKS BAD ABOUT YOU LIKE THEY KNOW YOU. Honestly last year, im surrounded by this kind of toxic people. what makes it more interesting is, they dont even know my full name to judge to that extend. i am honestly above curious what in the world about my life that is so interesting that people starts gossiping. jealous much maybe? lol 

but alhamdulillah, i manage to go out from the circle and build a stronger walls between us. and then magic happens, im twice happier than before! 

3) Its never too late to improve and repent.

Earlier days of my first semester of freshman year, i felt like there's a missing pieces in my life, i look back at my daily schedule.....dan terbukti lagi sekali bahawa hidup sebagai pelajar universiti bukanlah hanya untuk study dan kumpul kawan semata-mata. If you ever felt something missing in your life, you might want to look back at the damages you have done to your heart. pray to Him. 

oh but remember, you dont have to drastically change everything, biar sikit asal istiqamah. mungkin kalau dulu tinggal terus baca al-quran sehari. jadi harini, jangan tinggal sehari pun without reciting it. ok?

4) Move on, even though its hard.

Leave all things that happened in the past sejauh yang mungkin. Stop talking about things that happened few years back or maybe months. Forgive people that hurt you, people that is trying to bring you down. 

There are incidents that happened to me earlier last year that makes me hate that particular person, and that feelings keeps on haunting me till the end of the year! Until a certain point, i kept saying to myself im just ruining my own mood thinking about things that i hate. SO, I MOVED ON. 

although it is not easy as it sounds, but its the effort that counts. It took quite a while for me to heal my thoughts and moved on but hey at least i tried! in worst cases, just forgive but dont forget. 

5) Dont judge someone solely based on their appearances.

or to be exact, dont even judge anyone(?) because you dont have the right to do so. eliminate that stereotype, it aint bringing any good to you. 

For instances;

- tudung labuh, berstokin - you cant say she's a total bidadari dunia yang tak buat salah. Janganlah terkejut if you found out she makes mistakes. She's a human after all, like you :) she might still in her learning phase to be someone better. Kadang-kadang orang memilih untuk berpakaian sedemikian untuk lindung diri dia daripada komen negatif manusia.

- tudung pendek, tak pakai stokin - jenis tinggal solat, tak kisah ikhtilat. (NEHHH YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY WRONG)

let me tell you, i've found tons and tons of people behaving totally the opposite with how they dress up outside. like i said, people are still learning. 

6) Help instead of gossiping

I cant brain and tolerate with this kind of people. They keep on gossiping on how bad you are or maybe how drastic you changed, but not even one among them came to help and guide you back. Do your thing as a friend, nampak yang lain jauh tersasar sila datang tegur dan betulkan. At least, tugas kau dah selesai. 

Kalau anda dapat mengesan simptom-simptom golongan makcik bawang seperti ini dalam kalangan kawan anda, baiklah jauhkan diri before its too late. They are champion in downgrading other people which is a toxic to your life. 

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It was a tough year indeed but it builds my inner value. I changed a lot, learnt a lot. I would like to express my gratitude to every single person that makes my 2017 something possible. from helping me in my exams, in my life, guiding me, listening to my stories as well as spending time with me. 

In terms of academic, i didnt do really well last year in my foundation but its okay i have another 8 semester to claim back! FIGHTING DEARSELF! So here are some of my new year resolution which i thought i can share with all of you. 

Menyedari hakikat bahawa saya akan berumur 20 tahun, tahun ini, *cough*, maka lebih banyak lagi perkara yang perlu saya perbaiki dan bersedia dalam mengharungi alam 20-an. 

1) Solat awal waktu

2) Be more dilligent in my studies

3) Start saving for future needs

4) Learnt to handle stress properly

5) Travel more!

6) Be a good daughter, sister and friend. 

7) Be more active in my small business.

8) Learnt new knowledge as many as possible.

so yeah, thats all for this time! i'll be updating again verrrryyyyyy soon with cool pictures end of this month *winks* 

regards,

sara.